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Soul Unfolding

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Just taking a quiet walk in nature can reveal so many subtle awarenesses. We can sink into ourselves more deeply when there is a natural environment in which to feel ourselves in. We can reflect more deeply and find newness arising in our spirit. Nature has away of helping us just be with is unfolding.

Often we are inundated with so much outer experiencing that it can be hard or even impossible to really feel into our deeper richness. Sometimes we just have to take a step or take out of all this over stimulation and jus let it be. We feel our aliveness begin to rise up in new ways….like the new life that is always springing up in nature. We cross over a dead log and we feel the old ways leaving. Sometimes we just have to let go of the hold on life that our minds have created and just let it all wash through like a sweet stream gently knowing how to move through the woods. It just flows, just flows.

When we can allow this unfolding of our external world, we see that just like in nature, there is a natural, easy flow. We allow people and experiences to just come and go. There is a freedom in all this allowing. Thriving begins to take over and surviving begins to fall away. We can receive more of what is truly needed. There is a gentleness like the deer I saw moving through the woods. They saw me and I saw them and they ran. They just knew that they should run. Then I saw them several more times, just running.

Sometimes we feel we need to run too. Maybe there is a safer place for us. We go to where we feel we need to be. The deep doesn’t think it through or strategize, it just moves until it feels easier again. Sometimes we run, or force an action because we don’t know what else today. Like the deer, we will find a place where we can pause again, relax and reflect.

Just noticing what we do when we are scared. Just be willing to pause and notice in the safe places. We can see so much when we can pause. We can stop running or forcing an outcome. Then we can see our lives from a whole new vista. It’s more expansive. There is a refreshing wind blowing through. I feel it so soothingly. It’s inviting me in deeper. Then I wonder…what is this all about?

Why are we running or forcing outcomes? Do we really have to have it all turn out ‘our way’. Is there a greater or better way for us to soften into? Are there subtleties and nuances of life that we miss out on a lot, because e of our reactive behaviors?

Can we trust in the unfolding of life? Ask your heart…breathe into your heart and see. Is there a better way? Could life be easier for me? What would have to happen for me to allow this? How much do I have to let go of to hear the answer. Could I just listen right now?

Simplicity of mind and of living allows for the opening we are seeking here. Quiet is the ground, resting and relaxing into ones self more fully. Living an easier way of life engages this natural flow. Too much chatter outside and inside blocks this sensitive awareness. Let the noise fall away. Feel in more deeply…what is here now? Let go more fully. Take a few deep breaths. Drop your shoulders. Move your head around a bit. We can get so stiff in how we respond to life that it begins to tighten us up all over.

In this moment just be…simple…just be…let’s just be here. This is enough. This is full. This is free. Right now I am free. Easy, just free. Just being more natural now…sitting still. Quiet. Silence. Simple. Easy. Like the wind blowing through a weeping willows branches…just gently moving. Simply being here. This is enough. This is the beginning and the ending right here. Allowing everything else to just be.

The lists of what to do, the mind chatter about how to do it, the thoughts about everyone else, the worries and concerns about my life…just passing through. when it feels natural to move, I move. Breathing just knows how to breathe. Just breathing through your life. Deep breathing as much as possible. Drinking water, walking, eating nourishing foods, breathing again, keep breathing deeply. Just naturally moving through my life…slower, easier.

As you live this way…your inner world expands and yet you continue to attend to life with more ease and gratitude. There is more breathing room, more room to be your natural self. The outer expectations ease up and we are just simply here. No longer are we seeking for someone or something to rescue us, nor are we needing to rescue anyone else. We are moving beyond survival fears and deepening into our inner wellness. This is a deep wellness. Like the old oak true roots, this runs deeply to our soul.

When we begin to experience life from our soul depths, there is a natural stream of love that begins to move through our being. It starts with a trickle and as we quiet more of the survival stories, the stream increases. It replenishes the dried out places in our hearts. Our hearts begin to awaken. Now the stream of love has an outlet.

Pause and let this stream of loving, quenching water soften all your heart spaces. Filling in fully…like a well that has been dry for far too long… take your time now. Let the love fill in slowly, easily enlivening all the old, dry places. Breathing slowly, gently. Your soul is nourishing your heart back to life. See this love flow beginning to stimulate new life. See the deep well of life filling up within your heart.

Allow for moments of forgiveness, just allowing people, memories, any residual holdings to soften. Say to yourself…I hold no one responsible for my life. I am free to be here now. I release my hold on anyone else’s life.
I release all this now. I am grateful to be here now.

Live and let live. Everyone has their own life, if we let them. Focus more fully on this life that you have now. With each breath come home now to this life that is yours. Slowly, naturally begin to live this life. Like a horse may need blinders in the beginning…keep refocusing on this life. This life is enough for me.

As your heart fills in more fully, your soul begins to live and flow through it. There is an integration which occurs that is just simply beyond words. Allow space and time to serve you in this. Trust that what you need for this to occur fully will be brought gently to you, if you drop the old drama survival stories. If you continue to run them, they will draw more survival experiences to you.

Start to create slowly. Gardening is a wonderfully nourishing experience. As we continue to focus on our garden we learn how to bring nourishment to the plants, then they nourish us. A beautiful balance of allowing love to flow and being loved back.

The dance of life is beginning now in a new easier way. Go slowly, breathe deeply, hear the subtle, feel the sensitive…cultivate this. Allow the unfolding.

with ease;
Andrea
RadiantAwareness.com
303-545-5485

True Loving

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Love, desire, longing, yearning…deepening, revealing…arising.

A dance of wholeness, welcoming it all, embracing each other’s distance. Sadness…what do you look like? I remember your touch…calming, soothing, passionately alive.

Just being, listening, not knowing. Longing, melting into…deeper surrender…what is this love?

I imagine looking into each other with open eyed amazement and in this moment we see each other…we know each other. Who we are is revealed…the shadow is melting and we are beloved.

Hot tears melting old ways, the separation that has kept us  from seeing the love we are. So much passing through…past lives, this life. Still we are here. Seeing, holding, awakening within the one heart which lives and breathes through us.

There is a sweetness now that is beyond all ideas of what each other is…there is a beautiful reprieve…an innocence that allows this love to bloom…hearts healing, deep forgiveness, releasing  old pain, mind calms. There is a soothing silence that brings forth the words that both  long to behold. ‘I see you…I love you…you are me…there is no other.’  Separation subsides.

In this union we are enough…embracing each other from within deepest chambers of  heart. Gracefully, gratefully offering this love with open hands.  Reaching to one another, touching, holding, enveloping, merging, melting into the chalice that brings divine love to its threshold.

In unison there begins a rhythm, a movement of the one. Soul filled union awakens a deeply fathomable presence… an unparalled awakening to all that is real and everlasting. This tender holding landing like a butterfly on a flower, yet, emblazing the courage to live from this eternal knowing.

Separately we are not enough. We try so hard like lonely children running scared in the night. Yet, the wound of separation runs deeply all the way to the beginning of incarnation on this planet.

When we are seen and our soul mate holds us, welcomes us over and over, cares for us and cries within our deepest sorrows; together we can laugh with abandon of this lonely world. We feel each other deeply  within, separation is over  and finally we rejoice for  this entire incarnation is culminating in an over flowing chalice of love from both hearts that is infinite and eternal and made real in each others beloved presence.

To love one fully is to love all. Until we are seen and held at this deep, core level…the core wounding that we are not enough and that we have to get it right will continue to play out in our lives unmercifully.

We are not here at this point in our planetary awakening to continue to live from this separate ego state. Mother Earth cries out through her immense  depletion…stop all the greed filled games of separation now. You will only be fulfilled through love for each other…not compassion for your suffering…the true love that sees each other.

With utmost sincerity I reveal to you now…you came to be in union with your beloved and to share the overflowing blessing of this union first with each other and then with your soul family. There will be no lasting peace and joy until this homecoming is fully realized and then shared within the unconditional acceptance of each others love.

‘I see you and I behold my own divinity.’ I have journeyed many lives with you and know your soul. You are so much like me, yet we are choosing to play out opposite. The chemistry is palpable, magnet and polarizing. Yet, we continue to dance, yearning for the one love to continue to reveal that you are me…to soften into the reawakening of the beloved in this deep, complete union.

Every wave of attraction and repulsion whispering subtly to your hearts…its time to come home. Stop hurting one another. You have played this fearful dance long enough. There is no where else to go…come home angels of the night. Drop the armour and protection, surrender your hearts to one another on the celebratory table of one love.

The heart welcomes and rejoices…it knows no other way, but to welcome home the love which will set all free. Breathe new life into your hearts…the old games are over.

In this moment of seeing and knowing…there is no other…only the one. There is no one to save or to rescue, there is truly no world. All is surrendered into this sacred fire for the purification of the soul. What arises is the beloved through your forms. He and she are the blessing which given the breathe of life are the creators of the magnificence which until now has laid dormant on this planet.

Deeply suppressed awaiting…enough money, the perfect other, a new car? NO…stop, pause, reflect deeply…you have had all this and more and more and more. The soul is awaiting…the one who can see through your fear, who can call you on all your games, the one who knows your soul fully…who can continue to love you imperfectly in all the chaos, confusion, disorder, control all the futile mechanisms that fear throws at your eyes, hearts and souls to hide love from you. To love you until all the games stop and only love resides. This is here for you now.

You have come to one another for the eternal blessing that is inherent in every soul mate union…you have come to one another to set each other free of all the entrapments of this world. Melting into the union that will comfort, yet purify, transform and awaken your truest nature.

This is love, all else is separation played and replayed lifetime after lifetime. So old are these ego boosting stories, so replayed in yet another moronic version of the same old, same old. Is this not boring to you yet?

We are separate and we have to keep up the games to prove this to our separate selves…lost souls wondering in the darkness of their own egos relentless empty gratifications. Nothing, nothing is more terrifying to the separate self than the completion that this union offers. For the power inherent within the soul mate relationship will bring you home.

Stop running…keep walking bravely into this fire together…come home, bring your beloved home…your heart is enough. Welcome love home.

There is no other mechanism on this planet that will drop a being to their knees in sacred prayer for the eternal revelation inherent within the magnificence of this love.

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The deep abiding truth that these two souls in their passion, their tears, their longings and fears, in all the past that will arise for healing and the future dreams that await revealing, that everything moves through these beloved souls.

Where else can this occur?

This is why the greatest songs, poems, stories, what passes before ones eyes before they die, what people will take their life for…is this soul mate love.

If it is taken for granted and uncared for and dwindles away both souls deeply suffer the passing of this blessed gift…the full realization of divine love. Seize each moment within this awakening…do not fall asleep. Desire for the sight, the touch, the tender knowing of this being, allow your hearts to enfold to one another in sacred divine sweetness. Melt into the blessed knowing that I am you and we are home.

In love always;

Andrea
RadiantAwareness.com
303-545-5485

Just Wondering

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Wondering is a spacious quality. It allows for life to unfold. It entwines curiosity with quietness and the result is openness for life to enter. When we plan too much, expect a lot, need life to bring us what we want in all the ways that we approve of, we strangle this quality. Then we get resistance. Within all this resistance is our suffering. We get wound too tight and we act out through drama.

Wondering is like a breath of fresh air. It opens the door for possibilities that didn’t previously exist and enables life to flow to us with greater ease. When we can step back, push the pause button and let life flow to us, then there as an ease. When we pursue, pushing, pulling and prodding at experiences then we lose sight of the bigger perspective.

What if all this life is choreographed perfectly from the vantage point of our soul. What if every encounter with every person is called into our lives to show us that we are the reality makers. That what we sow, we reap, that who we are, we are seeing through the ways we interpret each and every experience. What if what seems bad or wrong is really an attempt to have us expand our mindset to incorporate new ways of seeing? What if what we dislike is pushing us to let go of our judgements and to look from a larger, more wonderous vantage point?

When we let go of our death grip on reality…we are exposed to more of what we were resisting before. Then we can live more freely, less attached to the behaviors which caused us suffering previously. We can invite in the more wonderous ways of being with everything that arises in our lives. When we are willing to drop our story and just wonder, there is an expansive moment which shifts reality. We can begin to feel the edginess shifting and can feel new freedom within. We can drop the old story line, which creates more space for a new way of being to arise.

Sometimes, we may have to take a long pause, if the story is old and repetitively played out. This long pause is the invitation to this freedom. In these pauses, we are allowing grace to enter and to take over for us.

Grace knows how to dance within your life. She knows how to set you free from your suffering. Invite her in and watch how life loosens its death grip on you. Watch how miraculous new ways of being simply express through your thoughts, words and actions. Truly she is a masterful dancer.

All that is needed is to wonder…what if there is a better way? Pause for this wonderous way to enter each attachment to suffering. Watch how easily you begin to move and dance with her. She is your greatest companion. She loves and accepts you in all that you are and wants nothing more for you than your freedom. Be grateful for her she is yours now and forever. Just remember to wonder with her…

Your companion in awakening;

Andrea Jackson
www.radiantawareness.com
303-545-5485

Empty

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Feel into the quality of your inner world. Notice what challenges and obstacles and feelings are within your world. Now imagine just for a few moments that you could just wish all this away. Now there’s a clean slate, an empty drawing board. Simply breathe into this emptiness…allow it to be empty for just these few moments. Deepen into yourself more and more fully, until your sense of self gets blurry and then poof it’s gone. Like magic what you think you are is gone and there is nothing here.

How is it to be empty of all that you are use to carrying. The habitual drama and ceaseless mental interpretations of reality are pausing…there is this moment and this moment…just breathing into this moment fully. When your mind wanders come back home to this breath…take it in fully. Let this be enough for right now. Feel into more silence, deepen into this absence of story. Feel the quality of stillness of not needing to do anything for just this moment. It’s refreshing…like passing rain on a warm summer’s day leaves everything clean and clear. Let this peace rain all over inside you…cooling and soothing your overactive mind. No need to fill this moment with anyone else, just you, what’s truly you. This deep, well of silence.

Just allowing this silence to fill in all the old drama places and ceaseless mental traces. They are fleeting ghosts passing through now. Let them pass…they have no hold on you in this your true nature. Just passing through sometimes jingling a chain or two, trying to get you to respond. All these old stories, mind thoughts, feelings, memories are just these old ghosts taking up residence in your inner sanctuary.

You are not here to live old memories of yourself or others. You are here to be free each and every moment to engage from this refreshing presence. Turn your back on these ghosts…forgive them for what you thought they did that imprisoned you and them. Surrender them…set them all free.

Once the ghosts settle down and realize you are no longer interested and have stopped replaying the old tapes, they will cease to exist. You may be wondering, what am I without all this ‘stuff’? My question is what are with all this baggage? These ghosts are heavy and they haunt your every move. They are filters that you look at life through and they distort what is real and what is true.

Just for this moment allow them all to be free…every last one. Do this with me…I release all that is past and gone…I forgive and set free all these attachments. See yourself just simply walking by all these ghosts…hundreds, thousands…walk by them now. Keep walking, walk towards the emptiness. Keep moving more deeply into the emptiness, the spaciousness, the silence.

You may still be able to hear them in the background whispering for you to come back to look again and again and make them come alive again and play them out in your life so they become ‘real’ again. I ask you now…is this real, is this reality? Are we just too afraid to let go and find ourselves at home in a peaceful reality? Are we addicted to pushing the replay button and to ceaselessly circling round and round doing the ghost dance, shaking those chains and watching the old bones come alive. Must we live through the dead filter of old memories? Are we afraid there will be nothing left if we let go?

Let’s find out…if you are with me this far, then feel in deeply into the deepest emptiness that is here in this moment…devoid of all. What is still here? This that is here now, what remains is interconnected with all…the all that is empty, the all that is full. But the clinging is easing, the grasping, the relentless trying to make life happen on all these old terms. This is gone…now there is a newness an opening into this moment. This is new. This is without memory or mind…this is full with reality. From this vantage point, you can see, feel and touch existence from within you…soon there is no within you or outside you and now there is no you.

An empty vessel is a blessing. It is freedom from all the illusion. There is no other freedom. No amount of money, love or even health will set you free in this way. Until one has realized…touched, felt, tasted, made love to this, there is still suffering…a perpetual grasping for what can never truly be our home.

This is always here awaiting your disillusionment with the outer world…awaiting your surrender into the void of silence…where all stories cease to exist, where the quiet is breathtaking, where at last in this moment…I am home itself.

It’s from here this inner sanctuary that we truly live. All else is attempts at finding this home in the outer world. When this passage is fully embraced, home is experienced everywhere. The boundaries drop and all is seen and experienced from this awakening to what is. We enter each moment as if it has just rained and left us a clean, clear refreshing encounter with life.

many blessings;

Andrea Jackson
www.RadiantAwarness.com
303-545-5485

Alone in Silence

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Sometimes we have to crawl out of a hole and risk looking up again to see what we are really made of. Life has ups and downs and turn arounds and when we are spry we can dance and move through all this with grace, at other times it’s hard to know what up is. So we calculate and strategize, tell ourselves stories and fearful lies.

Even knowing what up is can be quite perplexing. Maybe we are in a life experience that feels jumbled and crazy and we respond by being arrogant and lazy. Often there are many choices, which way to go, how to fly? So we look around at all we’ve created and we become honest about all that we’ve hated. We begin to see that there’s more than just little me.

We let friends in and we notice our dog, we sit still for a moment and write a blog. Than it begins to flow and my sense of self starts to grow. I’m not alone in all this silence. There’s really aliveness that is living through me and I feel my link to all of eternity. I gradually let go and simply just know that each little word is setting me free…to just be.

I look again and now I am more…I feel my love and things I adore. I’m fond of so much and yet I can see that to know real love is to truly be free. So I remember I have been here so many times before and I’ve well rehearsed stepping through this door. I sit quite still now and simply breathe and allow spirit to picking me up from my knees. The loneliness is real it pangs in my heart and yet I know this is a refreshing start. A life free to live all that is mine and to release and set free all to the divine.

I know this well and yet, I still struggle. What is this dance that drops me in a puddle? That confuses my mind and leaves me with rubble? Where is the elegance, the peace and the joy? Why do I feel like a puppet or toy? Again, I pause and ask more deeply, What is this all about? Why do I want to scream and shout? Let me out, let me out. Alas I fall down and finally let go. The silence is surreal, the emptiness aglow.

Again I look around and I see I’m still here…only what’s left…nothing to fear. I breathe a deep sigh and realize all is well…no more lies. I move more slowly and not as lonely. I feel a comfort begin to enter and open gently to the touch of emptiness…entering my being and surrounding my soul. Is this the dance of becoming whole?

I wonder a moment and now this is gone…I’ve awaited and put off and escaped from this moment for far too long. It’s not what I thought, the lies were deep…melting into this…is like a long lost sleep. It’s restful and quiet and empty of words. It’s here for me now and welcoming me home…to be here and alone in silence.

Life Well Loved

butterflies< As much as we wish for love to be a light, airy journey through the enchanted mysteries of life, it more often is a delving into the comedy and tragedy of all of our hearts’ yearnings, longings, grasping, pushing, pulling, jealousy and insecurity. And then, we have momentary serenity, fleetingly passing through. So why do we enter this semi crazed love dance? Like a moth to the flame, the lure of love is compelling. It is tremendously imperfect, yet it offers the unprecedented opportunity to experience profound moments within our heart space and our lover’s heart space. These are refreshing breathers where we reflect on the aliveness, the exquisite sweetness and beauty and the true bravery of two very different hearts yearning to be seen, held and fully loved back to our eternal nature. No other type of connection offers this much real, juicy aliveness…the opportunity to burn up all the falseness we identify with in each encounter. There’s just too much gaming around in most other connections. In the ‘love relationship’ there is a direct appeal for love. There is a call for awakening through love. For so very long, I played out the spiritually too old and stale motto that love comes from within. Then I was convinced through the ‘Real Love’ Program that love must mostly come in an unconditionally loving formula from others. I realized that with either choice there wasn’t enough. Now, I am authentically aware that love is about standing or falling into the flame of eternal desire and allowing it to consume me. To yell from the pain, laugh from the absurdity, to seize the moment and fall back asleep. It is all this. And yet it is not a real journey. There is no where to go. It is not about getting anything. Truly when the grasping wears down, the palm opens and there is an offering from the vulnerable heart. Now love is perfectly present. The subtle sweetness of the butterflies wings are gently felt with the ease and grace of self mastery. It can rest…no where to go, nothing to do, no grasping, no pushing, pulling, complete relinquishment of all that is…and the story winds down. Now what emerges is grace herself carried on the wings of this delight. She dances and muses with all of life…fluttering, here, there and anywhere she whimsically wishes. Lightness of heart, she is freedom and to all she brings this lightness of being and a treasure to behold. You cannot grab her or she will rapidly dissipate. You can love her in all your being. She will light the way now and help you in every moment to relinquish all the pain and suffering of a life well lived. So the question is where do I find her? She is everywhere, she is nowhere and most truly…she is, always has been, always will be…you. When we dance fully, we exhaust the story…we surrender fully into the fire, we are consumed by the emptiness and the ecstasy of all that is. Now we open our hand and now she will gently grace your life, your love and all that dance within the fires of a life well loved.

Re-elating

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Closeness, we love and hate it. It brings us warm and fuzzy feelings from that chemical oxcytocin. We melt and merge and feel lots of juicy love feelings. It’s really the feeling of oneness that allows us to move out of all of those cooler separate feelings we feel we need to thrive in.

Or do we?

Can we have warm and sort of fuzzy feelings and move in and around in the world in the ways that we need to?
How much discernment do we need in our behavior and to see what the other is up to?

Balancing closeness with discernment can be like walking a tight rope. Sometimes it seems that around every relational corner is a surprise ad not always pleasant.

Can we turn these surprises into the material needed for growth, evolution and thereby increase our joy threshold as we expand? Can we allow relational mirroring to bring us fully in front of ourselves? Are we willing to see ourselves deeply and completely?

Or do we turn to stone…co-dependently together in all the ‘right’ ways…daring not to rock the boat. There is a fine balance between relating in the ways we truly need for growth and over challenging and losing the fun, fuzzy factor.

I have not mastered this as of yet. I am looking more deeply into this mystery. I know that I love both…the warm, fuzzy closeness that merges into oneness and the courageous mirror that brings forth deep inner mastery.

Just be ware that if you cling too long or if you’re too discerning, you just may turn to stone.

Andrea…need any type of awareness, transformation or long distance clearing? I’m your person…303-545-5485

Pearl of Great Joy

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There is a pearl of great joy enveloped within the inner chambers of our heart. Allow the layers to open fully, blossoming into the eternal love for all that is. This is beyond unconditional love. This is the point at which all separation is unified and even love itself becomes eternal presence. All past, present and future are seamlessly dissolved into this moment…nothing more, nothing less…just this moment…in full unobstructed presence. The view from here is absolute awe…Welcome home love..Andrea

Create Your Joy

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Create, create, create…

Find your joy…what makes your heart sing? There is a newness in spring that comes to each and every one. Whether we choose to play with this depends. So often, we are stuck in our old stories and we miss the beauty and the wonder of new life.

Babies were recently born on my porch. Every year a mother bird lays her eggs in a hanging candle holder on my porch. They hatch and I listen to them develop the beginning of their joy song. I hear them chirping and singing loudly, for a few days and then they fly off.

I notice the buds on my apple trees, the bugs crawling and flying and the spiders weaving their intricate webs. So much life is awakening. Yet, many of us miss this. Busy, busy…lots of mind chatter…we miss this life. Running here and there, sharing victim stories, complaining and perpetuating suffering…we miss this beauty.

We don’t even notice that we are in the midst of so much creation that is just begging us to stop and play along. The birds are saying…find your joy song, the spiders are saying…weave your web,
the butterflies are saying…bring in color. Find your sounds, laugh, giggle, move, dance, ride your bike, cook, play music…and share, share your joy everywhere.

Many are becoming aware of the earth changes and are scared. What if we all take what we have and just create together. My roommate and I are creating a veggie garden. First time, I have lots of herbs, flowers, lilac bushes, but, this is my first food garden. I am so delighted to imagine cooking or eating raw garden veggies that are my own creations. Really this is such an amazing co-creation between seed, water, sun, my hands, my roommates hands and our caring everyday for this new life.

Yesterday, I made a new friend. We walked and talked in the sun, walking along the Boulder Creek for five and a half hours. Our feet got soar because we were walking part of the time on the sidewalk barefoot. The rest of the time we walked in the soothing fresh green grass. Feeling the grass between our toes was delicious. We even stopped to do yoga poses in the water, balancing on rocks and doing dancer pose on a sand bed. He said it was one of his most enjoyable times.

Let life take you. Just play, stop the mental chatter. Really feel into presence. Immerse yourself in creating your own joyful rainbow web. Get all tangled up in it and laugh…’til tears run down your warm cheeks. Let that old stagnant energy go now. This is your wild and free life…live it now.

You ask what can you do to help your planet?

Live your greatest joy now…

Andrea
This is your wake up call…303-545-5485
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Fabric of Existence

As we stroll through our lives. Within all the ordinariness and the unusual and the impossible, there lies a depth of knowing. When this is activated, acknowledged and lived from, we awaken to the true nature of reality. When we bypass this depth, we become entangled in many superficial life passages. These experiences can inundate, overwhelm, preoccupy and deny reality.

So much of our existence here is swept up in these dramas and yet, there are these precious moments when life itself stops and something amazing is revealed. When I say amazing I am referring to the peaceful, blissful fabric which is always here underlying all this drama. As we struggle with or day in, day out patterned ways living, there are these moments when we realize that there is more to all this.

Yesterday, while connecting with someone in her office, we both heard a woman shrieking. We looked at each other quizzically and both leaped for the doorway. Within a few moments, reality had changed drastically. We both picked up speed quickly and ran to the woman. She had dropped her 6 week old baby on the ground and was devastated. Quickly assessing, as I am comfortable in crisis and have clearing gifts, I began clearing the energy, reassuring the woman that her baby was ok and directed her to breathe into her belly and stay grounded. I knew her baby was distressed because she was distressed. Yet, she was inconsolable for about 15 minutes. The baby was fine as I had intuited.

It was interesting to see how the mother was hysterical, yet, the baby was calm. The mother was blaming herself while the baby, moved gently in her arms. The mother had condemned herself and was confessing to all the immense problems she had in her life. Single mom, father didn’t want the baby and more. For at least 15-20 minutes she did not notice her baby at all.

During this experience, as it has been for most crisis, I felt immensely present and could feel deeply into a peaceful presence. I placed my hands on the woman and her baby and her little girl, simply allowing this energy to pass through. It was a silent offering, here for her, when she was ready to receive it.

I spoke with her today, the day after her crisis and she was quite grateful that her baby was fine.

We often carry so many drama stories within us that in any given moment, most of us could probably spew out a series of lifelong victimizations. Yet, at any point, we can stop, notice the preciousness right in front of us and embrace it fully. When the mother was able to stop the stories and breathe into the new life that was within her arms, she could see that this young guy was a real trooper and was handling the experience quite well. Of course, this was verified by the EMT.

Funny, how in a moment of presence I knew he was fine and it was his mom who was carrying an immense amount of suffering, who needed the clearing and support.

I know it is easy for me to have seen all this, because it was not my baby falling on the sidewalk. I was removed enough and able to feel the underlying peace that this situation was calling forth through me. This is always the fabric of each unfolding situation. The more we realize that this is the reality, the more we awaken to an ease and grace of all

Andrea

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