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Essential Wildness

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Sometimes we have to allow our love to flow into forbidden territories. When we stay in the familiar and continue to play out our relatedness in standardized and ordinary ways, our love dries out. Wildness is essential to our passion. It brings forth the juiciness, the sensual quality of nectar in a fertile flower. When we hold onto old ways, we die a slow death.

Breathe refreshingly new ways into your ways of loving. Enjoy your nakedness, the sunset streaming through branches, a cool misty rain on your skin. Relinquish tightness, holding back, suffering. Open up allow in the exquisite beauty of your partners nakedness. Bathe in the juiciness of a plump passionate kiss. Be freer to feel this release. Not for sexuality as much as for the pure enjoyment of your senses. They will come alive and they will show you the pleasure of this life that is yours.

When we hold back too much, the fear begins to drive the body and it tightens the grip on life. Go find a private place and bask in the sun for a few minutes and let it warm your skin. Notice how sensual nature is. Endulge timeless moments and quiet, the serenity of an eternal silent moment. Let the drama pass through. All the repetitive stories holding you back from just being free to do as you please.

When we can live in these ways, we don’t need a vacation from life. Life itself is rich and rewarding. Dance in the rain. Be alone for an extended period. Ask yourself…what am I truly longing to experience now. Empty out all the attachments and the ways you mire yourself in tired, old stuck stories. Just breathe freely and feel this newness, this beginning of a new adventurous way to live.

Let new people in and explore a little bit of their world and their ways. Stay true to your values for these are your anchor. But, do try on new ways. Especially if they are sensually provocative. Let your body enjoy life more fully. Our bodies are not just our vehicles to navigate through. They are our safe haven and our source of earthly delight.

Notice how much you can participate and still feel aware, heartfelt and available to your sensitive inner connections. This is not an escape this is love for your human experience through your body. Your heart will respond favorably and you will feel the interconnectedness with the experience tangibly. Sensitively notice the flavors, textures, sounds, colors, the rhythms of life. Look at the colors of the leaves on the trees, notice the coolness or the humidity in the air.

Just noticing like this, quiets the mind and helps engage our bodies. We are human beings, divine in nature, yet, human in our desire to experience these subtle nuances. There can be great pleasure derived from this. But don’t hold on to tight. Let the winds of change free up old fears of grasping and just allow what you are enjoying to be present for you.

It’s great to create a joy list of things like this that bring you delight. These are the activities that are here to help awaken the soul to the body. This is another stage of our homecoming. Just breathe into these sensual experiences. Having gratitude for this blessing. When one is alive in these sensual ways, there is no need for big or expensive ways of life. It is usually through the simplest ways of being that we enjoy the most delightful connections.

Too much indulgence causes a hedonistic nature. We take for granted the foods we eat and we barely taste them. We become consumed with what we can buy and indulge in next. This type of experiencing is usually simple like noticing the double rainbow, or hearing the crickets song, or noticing the subtle aroma of a lilac bush.

When we free ourselves of the conventional ways of escaping, we can settle in more fully and notice these delightfully magical occurrences as if it were the first time. Ironically most of these sensually sensitive opportunities have been around forever. Like the mesmerizing flames of a camp fire, or the smell of wet grass, or the sweet white butterflies dancing in delight.

One of our main problems when we live outside of the magic of our hearts is that we take all this  amazing simplicity for granted. We then begin to need more and more and more. We eat all the animals up, we over pesticide the yards and the foods, we increase the noise volume every where we go, we need too many cars and planes and trains, so we can travel everywhere we haven’t been. Now we have destroyed the natural equilibrium that exists within the wildness. Soon it will be all but perceptible to the masses.

Always stay in full awareness of your values as you are experiencing this planet. At this point she so desperately calls for us to awaken these simple magic ways, before we destroy her essential nature. Together, let’s pause in momentary gratitude for all these wonderous ways that are here for us to care for, fiercely protect and have immense gratitude for. Let’s not take for granted the heaven on earth which resides in our hearts ability to love all this immense beauty. We must be brave and courageous in our right action. Stop using pesticides, contribute to the reprieve of global animal torture by becoming a vegetarian. Reuse the same plastic bags, rewash your baggies. Live in full respect and consideration as a guardian of the blessing of our wild planet…before it is too late. Without our awakening she will die.

in my wild heart;

Andrea
radiantawareness.com

True Loving

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Love, desire, longing, yearning…deepening, revealing…arising.

A dance of wholeness, welcoming it all, embracing each other’s distance. Sadness…what do you look like? I remember your touch…calming, soothing, passionately alive.

Just being, listening, not knowing. Longing, melting into…deeper surrender…what is this love?

I imagine looking into each other with open eyed amazement and in this moment we see each other…we know each other. Who we are is revealed…the shadow is melting and we are beloved.

Hot tears melting old ways, the separation that has kept us  from seeing the love we are. So much passing through…past lives, this life. Still we are here. Seeing, holding, awakening within the one heart which lives and breathes through us.

There is a sweetness now that is beyond all ideas of what each other is…there is a beautiful reprieve…an innocence that allows this love to bloom…hearts healing, deep forgiveness, releasing  old pain, mind calms. There is a soothing silence that brings forth the words that both  long to behold. ‘I see you…I love you…you are me…there is no other.’  Separation subsides.

In this union we are enough…embracing each other from within deepest chambers of  heart. Gracefully, gratefully offering this love with open hands.  Reaching to one another, touching, holding, enveloping, merging, melting into the chalice that brings divine love to its threshold.

In unison there begins a rhythm, a movement of the one. Soul filled union awakens a deeply fathomable presence… an unparalled awakening to all that is real and everlasting. This tender holding landing like a butterfly on a flower, yet, emblazing the courage to live from this eternal knowing.

Separately we are not enough. We try so hard like lonely children running scared in the night. Yet, the wound of separation runs deeply all the way to the beginning of incarnation on this planet.

When we are seen and our soul mate holds us, welcomes us over and over, cares for us and cries within our deepest sorrows; together we can laugh with abandon of this lonely world. We feel each other deeply  within, separation is over  and finally we rejoice for  this entire incarnation is culminating in an over flowing chalice of love from both hearts that is infinite and eternal and made real in each others beloved presence.

To love one fully is to love all. Until we are seen and held at this deep, core level…the core wounding that we are not enough and that we have to get it right will continue to play out in our lives unmercifully.

We are not here at this point in our planetary awakening to continue to live from this separate ego state. Mother Earth cries out through her immense  depletion…stop all the greed filled games of separation now. You will only be fulfilled through love for each other…not compassion for your suffering…the true love that sees each other.

With utmost sincerity I reveal to you now…you came to be in union with your beloved and to share the overflowing blessing of this union first with each other and then with your soul family. There will be no lasting peace and joy until this homecoming is fully realized and then shared within the unconditional acceptance of each others love.

‘I see you and I behold my own divinity.’ I have journeyed many lives with you and know your soul. You are so much like me, yet we are choosing to play out opposite. The chemistry is palpable, magnet and polarizing. Yet, we continue to dance, yearning for the one love to continue to reveal that you are me…to soften into the reawakening of the beloved in this deep, complete union.

Every wave of attraction and repulsion whispering subtly to your hearts…its time to come home. Stop hurting one another. You have played this fearful dance long enough. There is no where else to go…come home angels of the night. Drop the armour and protection, surrender your hearts to one another on the celebratory table of one love.

The heart welcomes and rejoices…it knows no other way, but to welcome home the love which will set all free. Breathe new life into your hearts…the old games are over.

In this moment of seeing and knowing…there is no other…only the one. There is no one to save or to rescue, there is truly no world. All is surrendered into this sacred fire for the purification of the soul. What arises is the beloved through your forms. He and she are the blessing which given the breathe of life are the creators of the magnificence which until now has laid dormant on this planet.

Deeply suppressed awaiting…enough money, the perfect other, a new car? NO…stop, pause, reflect deeply…you have had all this and more and more and more. The soul is awaiting…the one who can see through your fear, who can call you on all your games, the one who knows your soul fully…who can continue to love you imperfectly in all the chaos, confusion, disorder, control all the futile mechanisms that fear throws at your eyes, hearts and souls to hide love from you. To love you until all the games stop and only love resides. This is here for you now.

You have come to one another for the eternal blessing that is inherent in every soul mate union…you have come to one another to set each other free of all the entrapments of this world. Melting into the union that will comfort, yet purify, transform and awaken your truest nature.

This is love, all else is separation played and replayed lifetime after lifetime. So old are these ego boosting stories, so replayed in yet another moronic version of the same old, same old. Is this not boring to you yet?

We are separate and we have to keep up the games to prove this to our separate selves…lost souls wondering in the darkness of their own egos relentless empty gratifications. Nothing, nothing is more terrifying to the separate self than the completion that this union offers. For the power inherent within the soul mate relationship will bring you home.

Stop running…keep walking bravely into this fire together…come home, bring your beloved home…your heart is enough. Welcome love home.

There is no other mechanism on this planet that will drop a being to their knees in sacred prayer for the eternal revelation inherent within the magnificence of this love.

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The deep abiding truth that these two souls in their passion, their tears, their longings and fears, in all the past that will arise for healing and the future dreams that await revealing, that everything moves through these beloved souls.

Where else can this occur?

This is why the greatest songs, poems, stories, what passes before ones eyes before they die, what people will take their life for…is this soul mate love.

If it is taken for granted and uncared for and dwindles away both souls deeply suffer the passing of this blessed gift…the full realization of divine love. Seize each moment within this awakening…do not fall asleep. Desire for the sight, the touch, the tender knowing of this being, allow your hearts to enfold to one another in sacred divine sweetness. Melt into the blessed knowing that I am you and we are home.

In love always;

Andrea
RadiantAwareness.com
303-545-5485

Empty

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Feel into the quality of your inner world. Notice what challenges and obstacles and feelings are within your world. Now imagine just for a few moments that you could just wish all this away. Now there’s a clean slate, an empty drawing board. Simply breathe into this emptiness…allow it to be empty for just these few moments. Deepen into yourself more and more fully, until your sense of self gets blurry and then poof it’s gone. Like magic what you think you are is gone and there is nothing here.

How is it to be empty of all that you are use to carrying. The habitual drama and ceaseless mental interpretations of reality are pausing…there is this moment and this moment…just breathing into this moment fully. When your mind wanders come back home to this breath…take it in fully. Let this be enough for right now. Feel into more silence, deepen into this absence of story. Feel the quality of stillness of not needing to do anything for just this moment. It’s refreshing…like passing rain on a warm summer’s day leaves everything clean and clear. Let this peace rain all over inside you…cooling and soothing your overactive mind. No need to fill this moment with anyone else, just you, what’s truly you. This deep, well of silence.

Just allowing this silence to fill in all the old drama places and ceaseless mental traces. They are fleeting ghosts passing through now. Let them pass…they have no hold on you in this your true nature. Just passing through sometimes jingling a chain or two, trying to get you to respond. All these old stories, mind thoughts, feelings, memories are just these old ghosts taking up residence in your inner sanctuary.

You are not here to live old memories of yourself or others. You are here to be free each and every moment to engage from this refreshing presence. Turn your back on these ghosts…forgive them for what you thought they did that imprisoned you and them. Surrender them…set them all free.

Once the ghosts settle down and realize you are no longer interested and have stopped replaying the old tapes, they will cease to exist. You may be wondering, what am I without all this ‘stuff’? My question is what are with all this baggage? These ghosts are heavy and they haunt your every move. They are filters that you look at life through and they distort what is real and what is true.

Just for this moment allow them all to be free…every last one. Do this with me…I release all that is past and gone…I forgive and set free all these attachments. See yourself just simply walking by all these ghosts…hundreds, thousands…walk by them now. Keep walking, walk towards the emptiness. Keep moving more deeply into the emptiness, the spaciousness, the silence.

You may still be able to hear them in the background whispering for you to come back to look again and again and make them come alive again and play them out in your life so they become ‘real’ again. I ask you now…is this real, is this reality? Are we just too afraid to let go and find ourselves at home in a peaceful reality? Are we addicted to pushing the replay button and to ceaselessly circling round and round doing the ghost dance, shaking those chains and watching the old bones come alive. Must we live through the dead filter of old memories? Are we afraid there will be nothing left if we let go?

Let’s find out…if you are with me this far, then feel in deeply into the deepest emptiness that is here in this moment…devoid of all. What is still here? This that is here now, what remains is interconnected with all…the all that is empty, the all that is full. But the clinging is easing, the grasping, the relentless trying to make life happen on all these old terms. This is gone…now there is a newness an opening into this moment. This is new. This is without memory or mind…this is full with reality. From this vantage point, you can see, feel and touch existence from within you…soon there is no within you or outside you and now there is no you.

An empty vessel is a blessing. It is freedom from all the illusion. There is no other freedom. No amount of money, love or even health will set you free in this way. Until one has realized…touched, felt, tasted, made love to this, there is still suffering…a perpetual grasping for what can never truly be our home.

This is always here awaiting your disillusionment with the outer world…awaiting your surrender into the void of silence…where all stories cease to exist, where the quiet is breathtaking, where at last in this moment…I am home itself.

It’s from here this inner sanctuary that we truly live. All else is attempts at finding this home in the outer world. When this passage is fully embraced, home is experienced everywhere. The boundaries drop and all is seen and experienced from this awakening to what is. We enter each moment as if it has just rained and left us a clean, clear refreshing encounter with life.

many blessings;

Andrea Jackson
www.RadiantAwarness.com
303-545-5485